OPEN TO LIGHT is a book offering a fresh perspective on personal transformation. This book weaves the process of Antoinette's own awakening to a gift as a spiritual channel with the profound wisdom of her guiding teacher, ascended master, disciple Andrew.

Forward for the Chinese Version of Open to Light

This is a true story, the author Antoinette Moltzan told about how the Master, under the Order of Melchizedek, guided her through her personal physical and emotional healing process. By being open to Light, she awoke to a higher perception and healing of her chronic physical disease. Through her process, we will have a clearer understanding about the teachings of Melchizedek, the importance of the Light and how it works. These understanding can help us go through our own healing and awakening process.

When I first met Toni, I did not know anything about Melchizedek. Despite this, the teaching and healing which came through every reading session with Toni invariably brought me out of darkness, enabling me to glimpse the light, peace and love of the spiritual world.

I would like to introduce what I know about Andrew.

I remember it was back in the 1980-'s Andrew came in one of the reading sessions, and out of curiosity, I asked him if her ever lived on earth before. He mentioned lightly that he and his brother were the disciples of Jesus the Christ. I assumed that he meant they were the disciples among the multitudinous and did not ask any more question about it.

Years later, while I was reading the Urantia book, I then realized that his brother was St. Peter, and both of them were among the twelve Apostles. Many people make the mistake of regarding the Apostles as being simple and unlearned. However, all of them, except the Alpheus twins, were graduates of the synagogue schools. They were thoroughly trained in the Hebrew Scriptures and in much of the current knowledge of that day.

Andrew was from an honest and spiritually pure line of ancestors. Because he was a good administrator, Jesus appointed him to be the head of the apostolic group. When others enjoyed very close communion with the Master Jesus, he was always happily doing physical work taking care of the group's daily living. He was the chief supporter of Jesus' policy of utilizing the program of personal work as a means of training the twelve as messengers of the Kingdom. To the very end, Andrew remained dean of the apostolic corps. Andrew was a never jealous of Peter's oratorical ability. It never irritated him to spend the rest of his life being introduced as "Simon Peter's brother" On the contrary, he was proud of Peter.

After Jesus' ascension, Andrew began the writing of a personal record of the sayings and doings of his departed Master. His private records were made and circulated freely among the early followers and teachers. Unfortunately, those copies were destroyed by fire at the Alexandria about one hundred years after the originals were written by the first chosen of the twelve apostles.

When persecutions finally scattered the Apostles from Jerusalem, Andrew journeyed through Armenia, Asia Minor, and Macedonia, bringing thousands people into the Kingdom. Both Andrew and his brother, Peter were apprehended and crucified in Patrae, Achaia. It was two full days before this robust man expired on the cross and throughout these tragic hours, he continued effectively to proclaim the glad tidings of the tidings of the salvation of the Kingdom of heaven.

After having learned that his life on the Earth was ended by crucifixion, it is inconceivable to me, that there is not a trace of any bitterness, resentment or fear from Andrew. The energy that emanates from him is always warm, loving and understanding and for that I am out of breath in admiration.

Right before the Chinese version of the Open to Light was published, I went back to Dallas. I met with Toni and had a reading session with Andrew. I wanted to know how he could retain such purity and depth of perception and joy, after the devastating experience of crucifixion. We all know that "as you forgive, you are forgiven." However, this is easy to know and difficult to do.

What made him so free from it follows in his reply.

"What I know is this: in the moment of such a physical choice there is a remarkable consciousness that comes to take away the Presence, the body is put to its own trauma and terror and to the pain, but the essence of who I am was not a part of what that was. I could see from overview that this was just a physical demonstration of trying to block the Light and Love and gifts that were given, and forgiveness seemed just a small part of my intention, for I knew it had nothing to do with anything that was true. "So I tell you, that regardless of how your lives are put to the test, no one can put to death your spirit and no one can take away your truth. No one can take away the very divine spark of your Light, and that part of you, when it is strong sees through everything that is wrong. Therefore, the message of this book is to bring everyone to a realization that you walk a path by choice, by both your heart, your soul and spirit, and you walk with awareness that you will meet all the challenges needed. But through the path of your highest self, you rise above it all and into a higher consciousness. After being persecuted and crucified, a soul goes on without any resentment, and forgiveness is not an issue to free itself, "how magnificent. I used to complain about the Hierarchy, not understanding what experiences we humans have to go through. Now, I dare not to. For the last twenty years, from the teachings that Andrew gave, and from what he said about his crucifixion, I can only say that Andrew was a being sent by the Kingdom. It is my honor to translate this book into Chinese. May our readers find peace and joy, upliftment and transformation through it profound perception.

Vicki Yang

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• From the Author

• Excerpts from the book
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  • Introduction
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